Friday, October 31, 2014

Being Nice

I was watching the Vampire Diaries ( I am madly in love with the show). Damon and Bonnie were stuck in different dimension and they were trying to get out but there is this pyscho Warlock hindering their escape. But then there is the moment when Damon escaped but Bonnie didn't.

In general, how a good heart person always being the one suffering but they also feel happy at the same time because they're doing it for the happiness of others.

I felt like I have been through the exact feeling all the time. No matter what I've done for people, they seem to ALWAYS send me back on the side once they've proceed with their life. And whenever they fall, they'll ask you to pull them back up and the cycle will repeat itself until they no longer need you.

It is hard to be the good person. People always said,

"I wish I have someone who would listen to me or someone to lend a shoulder to cry on."

But when they do, they will just throw you back into the ditch and just leave you with without doing the same thing whenever you need someone to express your feelings.

I am sick of being nice!

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Saturday, October 25, 2014

Taylor Swift

Yes!! I have finally got the Taylor Swift - 1989 Album!!! I am beyond stoke!!! I love it! I never really pay intention to her music because I hate mainstream music and always search for them especially songs that were feature in TV Shows or movies. But I have accepted her on board and really enjoy the album so much! I am now a huge fan of hers and awesome!!

The Weekend... at last!

My niece was playing with my old lego collection. I may not have much
I cherish every bit of it bought my late father and later today we went to
the Paradigm Mall at Kelana Jaya.

lol I built a small house out of these lego. And dessert time was such a delight!

A new set of stamps added into my collection of stamps! :)

I am not used to write long and chatty post. I just let the images do the talking.

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

More Obsessions

I could  download stuff based on my schedules I have posted on the side of my laptop. I would not go for the quality much since I have such limited connection to the Internet. Haha! I need to update the list soon because there were more shows.

The Walking Dead

It is one of the best shows on TV and I was not even a fan to begin with. I have always into a lot of shows and a lot of my friends have told me to check it out but I was into other shows and my connections to the Internet was pretty limit. But my sister-in-law has brought me into a whole new world of apocalypses and I was hooked ever since thanks to the marathon shows on Astro. But now I just download them according to the list, to remind me to be more savvy of my data usage.

The Vampire Diaries

This is another show I could not live without! The emotions from this show has brought me into the next level - which is I was easily inspired to write more. I was a huge fan of the book series and now they have brought it to life and the characters are just divine. And not many know this but there are A LOT of great music being feature in this show and it is yet another reason why you should watch the show. Each music portrays certain scene perfectly! Do not take my word for it, I recommend you to watch it, even if you're not a fan of vampires.

The Originals

Now do not even get me started on this one, it is on its second season but with a twist! It is the spin of show to The Vampire Diaries. Some of the lead characters of The Originals were on The Vampire Diaries. Yay more Vampires for me.

More shows I am currently watching simultaneously 

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

12 Years has passed

A picture of my late-father - on a Ferry to Penang
Al - Fatihah - to our Papa.
It has been 12 years since he has passed away. He was a loving dad and will do just anything for his children. He provide every thing for his children, which is love. I do not get why most youngsters these days are not appreciative of their parents. Although I have lost one, I still have my mother. The other half of my perfect family. I wish he could now see how our family has grown. How he will love my niece, as much as we love her. There isn't a day gone by, that I have not think of him. He is the person to talk to and he is the person will always be there all through tough time. I do not talk about him much but It is about time for me to blog about it. I do not usually blog about this sort of thing.

The sacrifices, the time, the efforts and kindness he has done to people, have made him strong. They were too many haters along our life time and he will always remind us not to care but to care for ourselves. Be selfish and only care among ourselves, among our family. There is no need for us to dwell into the pass and suck in all the negativity. People do suck, so he said so let them be. We only have our life to care about. I miss him so damn much!

He has gone away too soon but at least he doesn't have to go through all the suffering. Allah has love him more and we redha but he will always be in our Hearts. He has suffer a lot both in life and health but he manage to keep our spirits up high.

Al - Fatihah

Saturday, October 18, 2014

This is my passion

This is a place where I express my love for art every single day :)

To see more of my previous edits / stuff, visit these two links below

Edited these edits for a fellow Harry Potter fan and a new friend ( I hope? )

I have edited these edits below for a talented girl and her name is Intan but she prefered to be known as BudakSukaVanilla - a kid who likes Vanilla :) :) She is loves Harry Potter as much as I do so I hope she likes them. Enjoy!

Gif Version
Still Version

Friday, October 17, 2014


I edited this photo manip for my original fiction, Medora. What do you think? I can't draw nor can I do anything with these hands of mine :D :D. Photoshop let me express myself and allows me enhance my love for art in different ways.

Saturday, October 11, 2014

The Originals

It is the way she looked at him for the first time, and then he said something she obviously hope for from a boy. 

Thursday, October 09, 2014


This is just a short excerpt I have been working on and I sure do miss writing. I write to express, not to gain fame or wish my stuff to be published. I typed this via my iPad and would transfer them later when I got home. I wish I have more time to write and continue my fictions.

Friday, October 03, 2014

Wednesday, October 01, 2014