Ranting thoughts

there will always be that one person who will ALWAYS try to drag you down, into the pit with her. There will always be that one person who will want to ruin your life. Ya Allah, please make me stronger than before and please enlighten me with more wisdom. Ya Allah... Help me! 

it has been such a excruciating month! I feel like all hopes have lost. I have lost all interest in life but I will always have my faith in Allah. I have tried my best in life! What else do these people want from me? I do not care for not having any thing but while you are at your best in life, there is this little devil's spawn will freaking always pulls you down! 

that's life for me for now... a lot has happened but what the hell.... I felt like I have been there.

Dark Series 6 - W I P

It has been ages since I posted any thing. I have just been so busy at work and with life. I wanted to make more Photoshop blending works and I finally am making one this week. I am still working the blending above with loads of layering. I didn't want to over do it either. I am satisfied with the PSD colouring and I now need to add more objects, and not just the model.

A huge shout out to Sis BV who recently got her Photoshop CS6 installed! :) The paint splashes on the background are hers.

Ayumi Hamasaki

She is such an inspirational and there are no one like her. She truly is a great performer.

I edited these GIFs a while back. Do no steal! They are property of ayujaded

Clear Conscious

GIF belongs to me Tumblr blog - ayujaded

rains pouring down

onto the ground

child sobbing

crying down tears of sadness

upon the darkness

that is falling upon him

Through the midst of thy gate

Shall it devour mystery

Through the midst of thy gate

Are filled with pain and misery

How dark

Catch them

Walk on creed

and Smoke them

walk upon thyself with ease

crossing over to other side

with nothing but fear in your sleeves

swimming through this deep lake

will sure to make you feel quake

as the hands reaching upon thyself

wanting to devour you

with bitterness and hate

Alsa Haslinda © 2015

Photoshop Of the Day - Vintage Bliss

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I really do love the early era of 1920s show girls sometimes and I wonder how was it really like so I make like a pin- up poster of it. I am still learning how to blend stuff well, I am still not good at blending images. I am so used to blend a lot textures.

Series 5 - Immanent Suffering (Dark Series)

My Photoshop Work for the day.

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"Doors are wide open, by the evil menace,
And they are back, to curse upon my entire race,
My heart collide, and then I cried,
As I have tried, not to put my brain to rest,
I don’t want to feel the pain, the evil in you is making me insane,
It could never go away, no happiness left to stay,
no more game, by this aching eyes,
that can’t be tame

Smokes upon many surfaces, has made me gone mad,
As I’ve tried reaching out, reaching out for help,
Has left me falling on my knee and yelp,
I fell down, down to the ground,
As I feel bruises, with my tortured hands
By the life, that had make me feel abused
I am scared, and I feel used..."

Ever After High

I am currently obsessed with the show Ever After High. It was created into books first, then they adapt it into cartoons. My inner childhood just flourish out again. I just need to make some Photoshop Graphics using the character above!! So adorable. I love Monster High too! 

Feel free to download the images above because it is not mine - belongs to its official website!

My thoughts and prayers are for you

Assalamualaikum to all my readers. Let us join hands and help out to those who are in need. It breaks my heart to see my fellow Malaysian go through and I feel really bad not being able to help any of them. And like as if it is not bad enough they lost their home, but some do lost their love ones. I do not have anything else to say but... just that.

Series 4 - Destined Future (Dark Series)

"It is destined that this journey, will last forever,

A journey filled with hardship and obstacle,

I am destined, for you to look down on me,

While I sit here and do nothing, crying on my knees,

I am destined for great things, I am destined for something,

But you will always be there, to belittle me,

You will always be there to stop me,

I am destined for bright future, a future full of hope,

that you will always be there to if you could,

and you will not ever stop..."

Copyright @ Alsa Haslinda 2014

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Here I go again making another Photoshop work and I absolutely love it how I could express myself with not only art but also my love for poetry. I am challenging myself to create art based on my love for dark poetry and dark graphics. It is not only about my journey through life but it is also about my experiences with life which I would like to share with my follow readers. We all have been through life differently and we also interpret them through writing, poetry, art work and so much more! I am planning on more challenges in the future and lets hope I will not stop here. Check out my other Dark Series below. 

Dark Series Challenge

Series 1 - Sky High (Dark Series)
Series 2 - Nightmare (Dark Series)
Series 3 - Dark Rose (Dark Series)
Series 4 - Destined Future (Dark Series)

Ayumi Hamasaki - New Single

this gif belongs to ayujaded @ Alsa Haslinda 2014