Ranting thoughts

there will always be that one person who will ALWAYS try to drag you down, into the pit with her. There will always be that one person who will want to ruin your life. Ya Allah, please make me stronger than before and please enlighten me with more wisdom. Ya Allah... Help me! 

it has been such a excruciating month! I feel like all hopes have lost. I have lost all interest in life but I will always have my faith in Allah. I have tried my best in life! What else do these people want from me? I do not care for not having any thing but while you are at your best in life, there is this little devil's spawn will freaking always pulls you down! 

that's life for me for now... a lot has happened but what the hell.... I felt like I have been there.

Dark Series 6 - W I P

It has been ages since I posted any thing. I have just been so busy at work and with life. I wanted to make more Photoshop blending works and I finally am making one this week. I am still working the blending above with loads of layering. I didn't want to over do it either. I am satisfied with the PSD colouring and I now need to add more objects, and not just the model.

A huge shout out to Sis BV who recently got her Photoshop CS6 installed! :) The paint splashes on the background are hers.

Ayumi Hamasaki

She is such an inspirational and there are no one like her. She truly is a great performer.

I edited these GIFs a while back. Do no steal! They are property of ayujaded

Clear Conscious

GIF belongs to me Tumblr blog - ayujaded

rains pouring down

onto the ground

child sobbing

crying down tears of sadness

upon the darkness

that is falling upon him

Through the midst of thy gate

Shall it devour mystery

Through the midst of thy gate

Are filled with pain and misery

How dark

Catch them

Walk on creed

and Smoke them

walk upon thyself with ease

crossing over to other side

with nothing but fear in your sleeves

swimming through this deep lake

will sure to make you feel quake

as the hands reaching upon thyself

wanting to devour you

with bitterness and hate

Alsa Haslinda © 2015

Photoshop Of the Day - Vintage Bliss

DO NOT STEAL this image for it is copyright protected! Thank you

I really do love the early era of 1920s show girls sometimes and I wonder how was it really like so I make like a pin- up poster of it. I am still learning how to blend stuff well, I am still not good at blending images. I am so used to blend a lot textures.