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- I am so sick! -
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Sunday, June 10, 2007
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As many years passes by I notice that I have very much into life and for once in my life I know what is important and what is not. People all over the world are so worried about who is famous and which music is in and stuff is just getting way too old. No one cares about family values anymore. I grew up thinking that is the way of life especially when you are around youngsters who you think have it all like being mature, developing their communications with guys or whatever but now I think it is getting way too old to care. While my friends (to be remaining anonymous) are busy with their boyfriends and enjoying their young life and bring it whatever there is on the table, I would want to get serious in my decision making. I am enjoying life but I do question myself, where do I go from here? I am 25 and yet people still care about their friends’ opinion on what they wear, how important their boyfriends or girlfriends are and I used to have the same thinking as they are but now I have finally realize that I don’t need those things yet. I wanted to chase my dreams and passions, that is nurturing children and to be a good writer in the future. I’ve been surrounded by friends who want to live life to the fullest, party here and party there but are those part of our life for the future? I am not taking the chances of having fun way too long. I am sick of looking at the past and now my future is like a wide open field waiting for me to walk by them and its waiting for me to nibble every opportunity that I have. I am sick of friends who are just not being truthful and I am sick of friends who don’t care about who you are and found out that they were talking behind your back talking about simple things. I am so sick of friends who think non other but themselves! I am so sick of everything! I dislike the idea of how they thought they could manipulate every bits of your living life and let us make a fool of ourselves without us knowing! I am soooooooooooooooooooooooo bloody sick of everything that they’ve ever said or did! I hate the feeling and I hope it could go away. I shall keep their names in a secret vault but I want them to know how much it hurts! I do not give a shit no more and friends are always there and will always be there! I am so sick! Family is all I have now and ever since my father passed away, my mother and older brother are the only people who care about me. Friends come in a lot nice colours and textures but inside, they stink and rot so bad that I wish I’ve never met them. There is only one friend who still cares for me and to me that’s all I need. By the way, Spiderman 3 soundtrack rocks! I am still sad that the record stores still don't have the sountrack to The Covenant soundtrack!
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